NightHawkX was born in a moment when everything in my life was being stripped down to the bone: my health, my stability, my sense of what tomorrow might look like. Music became the one place where I could still fight back. Every riff, every lyric, every scream is me refusing to disappear quietly.
This project isn’t about pretending to be invincible. It’s about showing what it looks like to keep creating when your body, your circumstances, and the world around you are all trying to shut you down. If these songs hit you in a way that makes you feel less alone in your own battles, then this work is doing what it’s meant to do.
Supporting NightHawkX isn’t just supporting a band… it’s helping keep a voice alive that refuses to go out without leaving something real behind.
By selecting a item below, you're supporting my family's move from Texas to Oregon so that we can live better lives and continue my cancer treatment, which will very likely cease if I was to remain here in Texas. Keep the music alive. Keep me alive. Keep listening.
Help support our move out of state to increase my health and increase my ability to keep writing music for you! This set comes with one Dammit, Cancer! Doll, the physical CD for and "A Thousand Little Pricks (2026 Version)", and a download for "This Cage". All physical merch will be sent via the shipping carrier of your choice (see the options at purchase).
Everyone knows about Dammit! Dolls. You can get your Dammit, Cancer! Dolls here and help support our journey to a new, healthier state. Beat the crap out of cancer! Get one!
Here's the deal. If you get this, I want you to hand it over to your dog and take of photo of the dog tearing the doll to bits. Either that or work your voodoo on it...
Either way, you're getting a free download of "Tooth and Nail" along with the doll.
Work sucks. I know. She left me... oh, wait, sorry. Got caught up in the moment, but you get it. Work always sucks. So, make it suck less by beating up this Dammit Doll!
They're all noise... zero substance. Hear the raging response.